Musings from a Ragamuffin

"Christianity is not a series of truths in the plural, but rather a truth spelled with a capital 'T'. Truth about total reality, not just about religious things. Biblical Christianity is Truth concerning total reality - and the intellectual hold of that Total Truth and then living in the light of that Truth." - Francis Schaeffer

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Tuesday, November 28, 2006

The Value of Perspective

The value of perspective is a great thing. It has come in quite handy during the past several days.

Friday: Our house was broken into and some valuables were taken along with my car. Many phone calls to church family and friends requesting prayers.
Saturday: Many phone calls canceling bank accounts and warning creditors of the situation. My car was recovered by the police.
Sunday: Church followed by a stomach bug with a high fever - spent all day being very sick and throwing-up.
Monday: Was supposed to begin new job - still had a high fever and had more phone calls to make because of Friday. Had to get rental car because the burglars took both sets of my car keys. Fever gone by evening. Received word from Davina's mom in Kansas that Davina's grandmother suffered a mild stroke and was taken to the hospital.
Tuesday: Finished most of the phone calls and errand running - fever returned in the afternoon, but I'm feeling much better now. Will start first day of work with new company tomorrow morning. Nervous and anxious about it all.

Davina asks "what is God trying to teach us?" I reply, "I don't know, I don't think anything in particular - we live in a fallen world with broken people, so I'm not too surprised."

It's tough to see what is on the other side of the horizon when you are standing this side of it. It's tough to know what the glass is going to be like when you're whirring away in the blender - but that's how it is sometimes and there isn't much you can do about it. I mentioned to Davina that if nothing else, this has definitely helped solidify my belief that the Christian worldview is the right one, because if more people adhered to the teachings of Christ, then less types of the these things would occur. I don't think we are be punished by God or that we had become too worldly or materialistic and so God was going to "take some away" to help us along. I just think that's the way the world is when you abandon belief in God and Christ - you get what you see on the news each night and in the paper each morning. It's pretty cut-and-dry in my opinion.

Thinking about Joseph and all he went through - his brothers hated him, tossed him in an empty cistern and sold him into slavery, he was falsely accused by Potiphar's wife and thrown into an Egyptian jail, and on and on his troubles went. But in spite of it all, Joseph remained faithful to God and in the end, God used him to save the Hebrew people. I'm not saying that God is going to us Davina or I to save the Christian community, but who knows what valuable lessons we will learn through all of this? For now, it's still all to close to the event, so some time will be needed to gain a more clear and proper perspective. But for now, I think it is safe to say that God could mold and shape and guide Joseph through his troubles, then he can do the same for us as well. While everyone needs prayers, including Davina and I, those who did this need prayers all the more. If we are not praying for them, then who is?

The Bible is more than just a guide book for life, it's an unfailing companion.

Shawn

Monday, November 20, 2006

What A Whirlwind

Wow - okay, first I apologize for not posting on my blog in over a week. It has been hectic to say the least. With everything that was happening with work, I was spending much time concentrating on find other employment - some place that actually exchanges their money for your time. The bad - I'm still waiting lo, these many days for my last check...the good - Thursday I had a phone interview, Friday I had a face-to-face interview, Saturday I had an offer and Saturday evening I accepted a position with a different company - so thank you all for the prayers - it is much appreciated!

Second, I've been trying to figure out where I wanted to return to college at and I have finally decided that it will be Grand Canyon University. I've already filled out the Admissions Application and tomorrow I'll be faxing to have my official transcripts sent to GCU. I'm pretty excited about it and I hope that everything works out well.

Well, I'm sure there is tons more that has been taking place since the last blog - but I can't really remember what it all was.

Have a Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

Shawn

The Havens Grey [MM]*

There is no road to bear me from my sorrow
No healing that is deeper than this hurt
My heart is gone away across the water
To the bright, undying shores beyond the world

When I sail from havens grey
Caught up on the wind and blown away
I will close my eyes on the Shadowlands
And bid goodbye to all my friends
The parting is the price, it is the price that I must pay
To sail beyond the arms of the havens grey

And even though you know your heart is breaking
For a little longer still you must be whole
To love the life that’s given for the taking
And to give the love the living’s given for
And let it lead you to those shores

When you sail from havens grey
Caught up on the wind and blown away
Close your eyes on the Shadowlands
And bid goodbye to all your friends
And sail from havens grey
Caught up on the wind and blown away
You’ll bid goodbye to all your friends
And close your eyes on the shadowlands
I know you will open them again in the endless day
Of a love that dawns beyond the havens grey

So follow the road through the rain
Down from the door where it began
Out of the rain, into the sun
Follow it on and on and on

Keep to the road through the rain
Is there a there and back again?
Out of the rain, into the sun
Follow it on and on and on
Follow it on and on and on
Follow it on and on and on and on

The parting is the price, it is the price that I must pay
To harbor far beyond the havens grey

- Andrew Peterson, The Far Country (2005)
* [MM] - Music Mondays

Shawn

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Thanks for the Prayers

I think God must have pressured the company to pay us! :)

They finally paid our back-pay yesterday, so that was nice. Now, we get to wait and see if they can meet payroll on the next pay cycle - which is Wednesday. See, life can be fun! It's kind of like Christmas - waking up early in the morning, wondering if you are going to get anything or not - lol.

Seriously though - thanks for the prayers regarding this guys. Davina and I do appreciate the support! :)

Shawn

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Mid-Term Elections

Boo...looks like once again politicians have won the mid-term elections. :)

Shawn

LOST: Mid-Season Finale

Ah - it's bittersweet. This is the final episode until the show kicks in again towards the end of January. I can feel the shakes already coming on - lol

Last week we lost Mr Eko - very sad - I really like his character. Not really sure what tonights episode is about since I've been purposefully staying away from the teasers and trailers. I want tonights show - whatever it is - to be a surprise. I'm curious what they will attempt to resolve tonight and what they questions that they will ask that will make us all crazy with speculation until the mid-season opener starts...The writers are really good at leaving the viewer in suspense, so tonight should be no different.

Don't miss it - the Island knows where you live...

Shawn

Monday, November 06, 2006

I AM [MM]*

I AM the Maker of the Heavens
I AM the Bright and Morning Star
I AM the Breath of all Creation
Who always was
And is to come

I AM the One who walked on water
I AM the One who calmed the seas
I AM the Miracles and Wonders
So come and see
And follow Me
You will know

Chorus:
I AM the Fount of Living Water
The Risen Son of Man
The Healer of the Broken
And when you cry
I AM your Savior and Redeemer
Who bore the sins of man
The Author and Perfecter
Beginning and the End
I AM

I AM the Spirit deep inside you
I AM the Word upon your heart
I AM the One who even knew you
Before your birth
Before you were

Chorus:
I AM the Fount of Living Water
The Risen Son of Man
The Healer of the Broken
And when you cry
I AM your Savior and Redeemer
Who bore the sins of man
The Author and Perfecter
Beginning and the End
I AM

Bridge:
Before the Earth (I AM)
The universe (I AM)
In every heart (I AM)
Oh, where you are (I AM)
The Lord of Lords (I AM)
The King of Kings (I AM)
The Holy Lamb (I AM)
Above all things

Chorus:
Yes, I AM Almighty God, your Father
The Risen Son of Man
The Healer of the Broken
And when you cry
I AM Your Savior and Redeemer
Who bore the sins of man
The Author and Perfecter
Beginning and the End
I AM


- Mark Schultz, Broken & Beautiful (2005)
* [MM] - Music Mondays

Friday, November 03, 2006

It's Friday...Do You Know Where Your Paycheck Is?

Uh, I don't.

The company I currently work at, which I really enjoy by the way, is going on Day 4 of still not having our payroll for the employees...

Now, we haven't started eating peppered flavored cardboard or anything like that - it hasn't gotten that bad. But for me it's more the principle of the thing. There must be someway to meet payroll in order to keep things rolling along. I'm not totally business savvy on these types of issues, so I don't know exactly what that "something" would look like, but I would think a short-term loan to cover expenses until you got back on the right track would be one viable option.

Anyway - I'm not posting to rant, but do pray for us that something here will turn around quick or else I'll be looking again very soon...Yet, one more reason why I really am frustrated with the entire IT industry and need to get out and make a career change.

Shawn

Thursday, November 02, 2006

For Whom The Bell Tolls

It tolls for thee Doug TenNapel...it tolls for thee

Doug had decided that when he had reached 1,000,000 vistors to his blog, he would hang it up and call it quits. Well, it happened...on Halloween. His final post was short and to the point, "Good-bye!". I pray for all of our sakes that he leaves up the site even though he will no longer be posting new content. He had some wonderful things to say and besides being an extremely talented comic book writer/artist, he is a fine and well-spoken apologist for the Faith.

You'll be missed Doug - you had some great insights - thanks for sharing. :)

Shawn

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Mark Twain Quote

"If I owned half that dog, I'd kill my half."

I don't know why, but that was pretty funny when I read it this morning...

Shawn